How Strange, Innocence.The title of this blog has more meaning to me then ever before. It's true. I think of myself as innocent to the horrors of this world. How strange it is to be innocent. It alientates me from the rest of the world.
I can't hold a girls attention for more than five minutes. this is becaause I don't have enough experience in my opinion.
Why is that? because I am innocent? fuck that. I want to step off the deep end. Just say "Fuck it." Do what I want. But I can't. I can't because I am innocent. I always thinking about the consequenses. Fuck this. I have been trying to type well because I don't want you to know I am drunk. Fuck that. This is me at my weakest. If you can't accept that then you have no place here. Reading my blog. Fuck you if you do, and judge me.
You are not who I need in my life, and I know that... Innocent or not.