Thursday, November 17, 2005

Long, Long, Long

Its been a long, long..., long time....

Well, since its been a while since I've done anything productive, I figure its time for another post. At least it'll make sure I dont forget how to write. Im not quite sure what to write about, but I can wing it for a bit. So, some odd things have been happening recently. I was re-united with some old friends over the past couple of weeks. One I hadnt seen in about five years, the other about two. Shows how well I can keep friends. I went to a wedding the past weekend for an old friend of mine. She was probably the first friend I ever had. My dad was, and still is, friends with her dad, so naturally we became friends. But as we got older we started to drift apart. I've noticed that has been the trend with a lot of people I have known. I dont know how my dad did it. Just about all of his friends from high school were at that wedding. Its amazing they've kept in contact for so long. It makes me wonder which of the people I know now I'll keep in contact with until Im old.

Sunday, November 13, 2005


It's amazing to me how much a person wants to sleep when they are depressed.

I wrote lyrics and melody for that techno song. My friend Yuri produced it and he had this girl named Erin Prestileo sing on it. It's not bad. Check it out.

There's a chance I'll be out here in Boston for two extra years. :-/ It might be worth it tho. It'll give me more time to figure out wtf I'm doing with my life.

Just bought tickets to go see Sigur Ros (band from Iceland) in February. I dunno if any of you guys know or care about them but I'm fuckin' psyched. :-D

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Random Thought That Couldn't Be More Honest

I am an asshole.

I really am.

Problem is, I do it without even knowing about it. I swear I need to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me. I know one thing, I don't think I'll ever be getting drunk and posting again. WHy does Alcohol have to be a fucking depressant?!?!?!


I'm just gonna go drink again.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Want music? You got it!

Another gleamer from Digg News

It's a site called and I must say it's pretty neat. Like it takes music you listen to and makes a station for you, but this is completely free and bases it on one suggestion you make.

You specify the artist, and it will stream music that the program feels you might want to check out. I haven't heard a song I haven't thought was cool so far, so that's pretty cool.

It's also a pretty clean site, without anything flashy, but a simple player. Works great in Firefox too.

Can't vouche for any other browser though. Hope you all enjoy!

Update: It also played a White Stripes B-side off of the Blue Orchid Single which I have not heard before. I love it!

There is also a need to register, at which point they throw in ads, but still. Seems worth it to me.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

"That armor is too strong for blasters"

Heh. Just thought that this was cool enough to share. Especially for a few of our readers. Looks Like someone really likes the Rogue Squadron series, because they modded the hell out of their Gamecube. This has to be the coolest mod I have seen for any system, even beating out some PC's.

Monday, November 07, 2005

A Sudden Realization

I guess I try and ignore it. I don't want to think That he's there. I don't want to know that he's seeing people die, and that he might as well. I wear his Squadron shirt more often now. I want him to come back, and I support him in his choice. I don't agree with the War, but I damn well appreciate men like him who are willing to make a sacrifice like that for this country.

There was news about him recently. I just read it, and it made me realize, he is there. HE's witnessing everything firsthand. I'm sharing it with all of you because this is my family. This is why I want the troops home. I know part of him doesn't like going, No soldier does. He serves his country though, and He will follow the orders handed to him.

That's why I'm sharing this.

Article on The Gunfighters sniper rescue

From Left: Captain Matthew W. Pinto, 1st Lt. Page Payne, Gunnery Sgt. Russel A. Reale and Cpl. Caleb G. Love

That's my uncle, with his new stache, Sitting with his hand on the Minigun.

I'm proud he helped save some man's life.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

The End Of The All Things Good

So I am back home. I'm back to the feeling that I have felt most of my life. Lonely. Just to warn you, I am drunk. So if this post makes little sense, then good. I guess mopst reraders won't believe me. I am deone with correcting my mistakes. They are what they are. I will nevger find anyone. I will be lonely my whole life. I will never experience the fellling of falling in love. It's not meant for me. Maybe UI should give up, and just fuck the first thing that comes my way. I don't5 want to though. I wantr to really mean it. I want to feel tht UIcouldn't be in more love than posible with the person I loser my virginity to. Maybe it would be an accomplishment. maybe it wouldn't. I don't know. All I know is that I am losing sight of what it means tio be happy. I can't bve happy withoput someone to call my girlfriend.

I cqn barely tpe properly. fu8ck grMMAR AND PUNCUATION. THIS IS A LOW POISNT FOR ALL I have bee feeling. Why couldn't things work out with mar? why do I keep thinking that it would have been better? would it? wouldf I really be happ? I don';t know. I don't want to fuck anyone. Cause then I think I will just need to keep doimgit. I don't klnow how to do it obviously.

reminds me of a song. Instince Blues, by The White Stripes. Good song. You wanna know what Mar's song is? I do that. I attac songs to people. Mar's is The Denial Twist. Good song. Listen to the lyrics though. maybe You'll gety itr.